Project # 176

20 May 2017

This is the movie I've watched just now. It's a good production and it is meaningful film to people who is really going to turn to 30s and yet do not know what are they looking for in life! Work, Relationship,  Family or Life? You can choose to be the top in your workplace or leader but all your time gonna commit to the company, are you happy enough? You can choose to love someone you wish to commit your entire life and you gonna give up on your work war like being somebody in your workplace but love may disappoint you... are you feeling okay? or for Life, you only wanna be someone down to earth, live happily and hate challenge yourself, only live for the moment! 

After this movie, I have clearly setting my mind what am I still looking for. My job? How far or how high do I wanna go up to the level in the organisation, become director? C-level? Am I willing to handle the responsibility or stressfulness ? OR LIFE? Am I still fighting for a rich and wealthy lifestyle or remaining the happy and healthy lifestyle? you can be dominant to choose all. you have option to choose but you have no energy to be all. 

I have been telling myself, if one day I am leaving the world, I hope everyone is crying for me with full of memories but not crying for me with money! I hope everyone is posting pictures of me taken in many places with a lot of smiles on my face on Facebook but not posting cases on getting my wills on legal. I wanna make my life colourful and my surrounding friends and family look healthy. 

I know what am I looking for, I don't need to chase my dream in the work but I can chase my dream in the world! No matter how far I go one day I gonna return and come down in one way. I love travelling and seeing cultures. So that's my point in life! 

I urge everyone go and watch this movie. it is good "step out" solution for everyone is still struggling in life. no matter you are 30s or 40s boy or girl. Life is unfair only you gonna choose a fair direction to be what you want. Go watch! 

   

Project # 175

18 April 2017

After few weeks of hunting new jobs and been to numerous of interviews. Finally I got a job before my last day in Public Bank and before my trip to Japan. It was a good timing with all the blessings and prayers! I got a secured job with newly established bank in Malaysia - China Construction Bank Malaysia Berhad. It's a good opportunity to be part of the pioneer team to grow this company. 

I'm feeling uncertainty and worried about my new coming job whether I can suit into their cultures or not or I need to leave my past and step  out and accept new thing and new environment. It's a huge challenges which I soon gonna be a Senior Manager in Administration. Everything is under me. While I used to direct people do me favour last time in my ex company but now I have to get command from my superior or other colleagues. What a challenge. I have to shallow my pride and my dignities. People request me favour and I need to do what they want me to do. 

Sometime I need to  think that I'm doing works that is simple yet difficult (sometime stressful) coz different cultures. and I got high pay and I feel this should be enough for me. and...

Sometime I will think that am I wasting my time on my job prospect in banking coz currently I will be doing works that totally slack out from banking industry.  some question are keep bothering me!