In The End

"In The End"

(It starts with)
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter.

This shows my feeling now...
By, Ooi Tong @ Sebastian

No More Working

No more Working,

No more Casting.

Today morning I receive a call,

They called me, not to come anymore.

I asked why?

And no reason.

I'm now very sad,

I have no mood to talk now.

This happen so sudden,

I can't accept it.

Is it a good news for me?

Or is it a bad news for me?

I want to cry,

But I have to swallow back my tears.

I cry without any reason,

I hope this couldn't be happen to me anymore.

I hate myself,

Why can't take thing so easily.

Maybe of that night,

I can't handle nicely.

Prepare to let people laugh at me again.


sigh..

By, Ooi Tong @ Sebastian

Choice

The power of choice. That's the main stupid reason of people want to live in a free country. (That's what I can see.) We want the POWER to Choose sth....hahax

Financially, with every dollar we get in our hands.. we will hold the power of choosing our future to be rich or to be poor or to be average (Middle Class). Our spending habits always reflect to who WE ARE. Poor people have their own spending habits.

What I can observe is.. Most people choose not to be rich. Some said "Money is the root of evil." ya.. I agree. But "Lack of money also root of evil." Because of the money.. We have to force ourselves go and do unnecessary thing. Example rob. (I hate people rob me.) But we can't love money. And we must love having/ spending money!.According to Sebastian's observation.. For 90 % of the population, being rich is "too much of hassle." So they invent saying that go, " I'm not interested in money." OR "I will never be rich." OR "I don't have to worry, I'm still young." OR "I just live in the average then ok already.." All this are excuses! This is not offend ok? That's what I heard from my friends! Actually... The problems with those statements is they rob the person who chooses to think that such thoughts of two things... Wht are the 2 things? Erm.. 1 is "time" and 2nd is "learning". All this 2 things I learned from this book " Rich dad and poor dad".

Time is your most precious asset in your whole life. And Learning is just because you have no money, it should not be any excuse to not learn. But that is a choice we all make daily, the choice of wht we do with our time, our money and wht we put in our heads. That's the power of our choice. All of us have choice. I just choose to be rich..and I will make that choice every day. but Now.. I keep on changing my decision and didn't commit myself into100% wht I wanted. Do the choice I made is my 100%? I think NO! I am trying to accept and leave! hahax..

Ya.. wht i said in my previous posts... God gave us 2 gifts.. Time and Mind.. Still remember? In reality , the only real asset you have is your MIND. The most powerful tool we have dominion over. Just as I said the power of choice, each of us has the individual choice of wht we put in our stupid brain.. haha. We have choice of choosing friends.. We have choice of choosing courses as well.. We have choice of doing what we want.. We have choice of being who we are... We have choice of rejecting something we don't want... and Lastly, We have choice of finding the way of earning money!

Oh ya.. I still remember 1 quote from Confucius! hahax.

Life is really simple, but we insist on making it complicated.-Confucius

Ya.. We always insist too much and always complaining! I demand a lot of things... To be honest la... I love to demand on people.. but now, I'm working and work in industry.. I have learn a lot.. I have to stop demanding.. I want to get up by myself! That's my vision! But my vision always come out from my imagination or dreaming! lolx.. I scared, I can't achieve my vision! But, I trust God.. and I learn to take risk and achieve my vision now..

After the Vision of Leader's seminar.. Everyone asked me about my vision..

OK.. I tell you my vision now...

Sebastian's Vision 2020.
To become a successful business man.
By, Ooi Tong @ Sebastian.

Heart of worship

Heart of Worship

Today morning.. I cried when I worship this song

Ya.. To be honest, God had answered someone thro' this song.

God answered me too..

Yesterday night..

I got a message from someone and he said he lazy to come for morning worship.

Then, I asked him don't be so lazy..

He said.. his brain can't move and not focusing on God.

Then, I don't know how to encourage him..

Luckily today.. God answered him thro' this song.

Hope he will see the clear picture there.

Praise the Lord!

I also glad that I have a heart to come and worship god!

Love you God!

By, Ooi Tong @ Sebastian

Something beautiful, She's the one... <3

Hip Hop Locking and PopPing

Hip Hop Locking and Popping! wahaha... Glorious move! love it!

Worship Arts Music & Dance Seminar

CDFM NEWS

April - May 2008

Worship Arts Music & Dance Seminar

Organized by Christian Dance Fellowship Malaysia

May 17, 2008 (Sat)

10.00 am – 4.30 pm

St Paul's Church
Lorong Utara Kecil
46200 Petaling Jaya

GUEST INSTRUCTORS

Douglas Eltzroth Director for the arts ministry, Collage in Jackson, MS. Collage to create avenues and opportunities for using the arts for Christian worship, encourage and stimulate the believer towards offering of our lives to God. As a songwriter, artist, storyteller and teacher Doug is known internationally as a designer and leader of Christians assembled together: arts worship services, retreats, conferences, concerts around the world. Doug's songs have been recorded by Bill & Gloria Gaither, Buddy Greene, Tony Melendez...while his praise music is sung each week by the Church at large. Truth is communicated in a profound, yet touchable manner and there are few who can present Jesus with such simple yet complex understanding.

Cynthia Newland (Ballet/Atmosphere) Head of Dance at Belhaven College, located in Jackson, MS and earned her BFA from George Mason University and MFA from Arizona State University. Cynthia majored in dance with an emphasis on modern technique, choreography and performance and her experience as a dancer and teacher has taken her to over 15 countries worldwide. Director & Creator of New Trails Dance Theatre company of Collage, where she along with her husband, Douglas Eltzroth have instructed and promoted the use of the creative arts in various forms for Christian expression of worship. She is the mother of three amazing children.

WORKSHOP SYNOPSIS

· Dancing Prayers

Explore various creative ways to pray through the language or movement of our bodies.

Using the Psalms and our own prayers as individuals and collectively our prayer dance

will be lifted to God.

· Dance Education/Career

Making dance a growing profession and investigate the God given opportunities for

dancers or dance educators to have great influence and make impact in the secular

marketplace or Kingdom of God.

· Dance for the Disabled

There are those with physical, developmental and emotional disabilities who have had

limitations in how they can move. This segment will explore various possibilities and

creative way to engage dancers with and without disabilities.

· Teaching Children Dance

As a basis using biblical stories, songs and visual art we will discover fun filled expressions

to engage children in meaningful and creative movement.

· Music and Dance Connection

Relate and demonstrate how musicians can partner and support those who express their

worship through music, songs and movement on stage and those in the congregation.

· Art-Full Worship Service

Design a collaborative art-full service involving the varied arts: theatre, drama, dance,

painting, visual, poetry and music to enhance the life and worship of the Church.

· Contemporary Worship Leading

To create a dynamic, spontaneous & contemporary approach to worship leading from

the individual to the blending of several artistes, congregation and several art forms.

· Composing Music for Dance

Choose & composing appropriate music for dance in a worship gathering & Christian events.

This important process is crucial for dance to be accepted and used effectively.

REGISTRATION - Deadline: May 11

· Seminar Fee : RM 75 (CDFM member)

: RM 95 (Non Member)

· Late Fee : RM 15

· Limited space. First-Come-First-Serve basis

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· Registration is confirmed only upon receipt of full payment.

· There will be no refund for cancellations or participation in part of the program only.

PAYMENT

Pay by crossed cheque or money order in favour of CDFM BERHAD

Send payment together with your completed registration form to:

CHRISTIAN DANCE FELLOWSHIP MALAYSIA

P.O. Box 8373, Kelana Jaya,

46788 Petaling Jaya, Selangor, Malaysia

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ENQUIRIES

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Come to be inspired, encouraged and refreshed. Sign up today!

Seminar is open to all Christian artistic director, worship team, worship leader, songwriter, musician, singer, dancer, mover, actor, painter, artiste, children worker, teacher and parent.

I can only imagine

I can only imagine...

I can only imagine...

When sorrow seems to surround me...

When suffering hangs heavy over my head...

Know that tomorrow brings me more burdens...

Wholeness and healing ...

God knows my needs..

I Can Only Imagine...

I imagine not to despair something

I imagine to get back everything

I imagine not to be so sensitive

I imagine....

I imagine I can spend my time with my beloved

I imagine the love is true

I imagine people love me

I imagine...

I imagine I have a truly lovely family

I imagine I have more siblings

I imagine I be a good brother

I imagine...

I imagine I will be more friendly

I imagine I will be more lovely

I imagine I'm happy..

I imagine....

I imagine I'm a successful business man

I imagine I'm rich

I imagine I'm famous and worthy

I imagine...

I imagine I'm healthy

I imagine I'm not die from cancer

I imagine my ashes still beautiful

I imagine...

I imagine God loves me

I imagine God will brings me home 1 day

I imagine in the world only me and God!


I imagine I have nothing.. and God gave me 2 gifts

Time and Mind!

I should appreciate!

Only I can imagine now!

As my friend suet mei said...

Don't make someone a priority,
When they make you an option.

Ya. I admit!
I made someone priority 1st when they made me an option!
So sad...

By, Ooi Tong @ Sebastian

Driving Test

Hey Guys.. I got P license soon! wahaha... I pass my driving test today! PASS! No Ulangan for me! Praise the Lord! Today, I asked God to give me confident to take this test! I scared I failed! Because, I only tried few times on the hill! but every time I mati enjin there! hahax.. Every lesson so crowded there! Have to queue for my turn! So, I only have 1 and the half hours to learn my side parking, 3 point turn and on hill! I only did 4 to 5 times.. not familiar at all! hahax..

I asked God to give me confident! but he did not give any respond to me! I so scared I fail! And I ready to pay RM150 for Ulangan! When I get in the car! Oh Shit.. I chose a idiot car!! Can't even move when I leave my clutch! Have to leave all and press little bit! lolx.. Scared mati Enjin Half way! swt.. I pray again! Thank God, He replied me that time! my heart alerted me.. "Don't worry, just do it! " Then, I passed thro' 3 sections! hahax.. So happy! I am the fastest 1 complete the test! hahax.. erm.. my number is no. 4! So, I'm the first group la! Under Yellow category, there has 601 calon-s! So happy I got number 4! hahax...

I met 1 girl! Same age of coz.. She failed her parking! So sad.. Before she do her parking! I already finish my test! and I ran and wished her good luck! and She so happy when I wished her! Then, I ran to get my IC! I heard sth! "TIANG" Then, I turn my head and look what happen! OMG... Her car knocked the pole! hahax.. I think My wish makes her so happy then she too excited and press too much petrol! hahax.. or Maybe my wish is bad for her! hahax.. then Sorry! hahax.. She's hot! and talkative! lolx.. forgot her name jo! When She failed, I have nothing to say jo! I just keep quiet! I wish I can fail and take Ulangan with her! but.. too bad, I already got pass and she baru knock the pole! So Sad! She can't laugh.. before exam, She lol like mad! then after exam she sad like mad! I'm trying to encourage her not to be sad! but she said.. "Stupid car! Stupid Car" hahax.. ya.. I agreed! stupid idiot car! lolx.. Think how sad is she now!..

Oh ya.. I met another girl! hahax.. She didn't tell me that she is going to take driving test today! and today I realized that she has driving test today! Who is she???

YVONNE!!

Ok fine! hahax.. She did a good job.. She passed every section! hahax.. Congratulation Yvonne! Why you go back so fast ah??? hahax.. Ok la...

Ok now.. I am going to complain the test on the road! The pengawas was lady! But she so fierce.. ferocious and hot-tempered! not a lady's type! I am trying to drive her to hell la! She goes hell... I go heaven ok? hahax.. When the want to start the car.. She was complaining until finished the test! When, I drive fast.. she called me to drive slow! when I drive slow.. The meter already 60! she said.. Faster la! then I huh? She shouted " FASTER LAH" ... swt la! Why JPJ hired her to become pengawas leh?? haiz... Oh ya.. When I stop and turn into my lane.. And she keep on telling me not going to people lane! Can she see I am trying to drive to my lane??? haiz.. Luckily she gave me cukup makan! 16 marks! hahax...

Ok la.. Forget about that la! End for today! bye~

Prosperity Nose

Prosperity nose means the nose can bring us some prosperity and being successful! hahax.. What my colleagues said.. I have a prosperity nose! And I am confusing.. Why I got prosperity nose?? Do my nose can bring me a lot of money? Do my nose can bring me into success? Do my nose can bring me a love 1? hahax..

I don't know how to describe a prosperity nose and I don't know how it looks like! I know It is big! hahax.. According to my Observation! All successful man got a big nose! hahax.. Maybe It brings prosperity to them! hahax.. hope so!

Do my nose looks big? I know my nose got 2 big holes! lolx.. I also don't know why the hole is so big..

Do this man have a big nose?? Ya of coz... hahaz Donald Trump! My Business Idol! hahax.. This is his new book! Calls "Think Big And Kick Ass In Business And Life" I wanna buy! hahax..

OK how about LIM GOH TONG???? Same as my name! My name Ooi Tong and his name Lim Goh Tong! hahax... Maybe people who name as "TONG" they have a big prosperity nose! lolx



Then, How about this man.. Our formal Prime Minister? His nose lagi big! hahax..

last one.. Guess who???
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Sebastian! hahax..

By, Ooi Tong@ Sebastian

Toothache!

Toothache is a pain in your teeth or in your tooth.. But, I can't find what is my problem. I only realized that.. My gum cover my back tooth! It is very pain for me! People said.. It is going to be a Big tooth there! and some said.. Maybe Hot weather, And you will get this! some said.. YOU DIDN'T BRUSH UR TEETH! = = '''

I don't care what causes and what happen. I just want to take away my pain and can enjoy my dinner.. my breakfast! You know today.. I can't even eat my breakfast.. I just skipped my breakfast and went to my last driving lesson! then, reached home at 12pm.. I was almost drop into a poor condition and God helped me! Praise the Lord! But that time, I was no mood to eat and feel very tired and suffer the pain! Plus.. I was hungry and I can't bite anything! So pity.. Then, I tried to drink 1.5 litter of water to get full of my stomach!

My mum asked.. what happen to me? and I haven't eat and I can't feel hungry? Actually, I want to eat! But, I can't even drink water nicely.. then how am I going to bite something soft? Then, I told my mum ... I am now suffering toothache.. And what respond she gave?? @#$%^&*()_%$ This are the responds that she gave! She said.. " why you don't brush your teeth nicely.. Now you suffer like this.. How am I going to care you huh?" Then, I just ignore her and didn't tell her how is my pain! I am looking for help! and no one will help me! maybe weekday she will bring me to clinic la.. I wish I can suffer till that day!

Then, I called Jason out and we had our lunch in BIFC.. OMG! I can't even eat my Roti Kosong nicely.. Just like a old man without the teeth.. I can't even open my mouth wider.. because if too wide! It will be more pain! I can't laugh nicely! I can't shout! I can't talk nicely! Feel like uncomfortable.. Then, went to youth! OMG.. Why was I going to take the mentos! When I bite.. Woah.. whole body shaken/\/\/\! So sad..

Then.. today I was a bit emo-ing because facing this kind of problem and can't even get people attention and always be alone! I called up my gang to watch movies! Hopefully, I can spend my time with them.. But I was very hungry! No Breakfast, No Lunch, No Tea and NO DINNER for me! I called my mum cook me a oat meal! But, I can't eat nicely.. feel the pain! So, I gave up! then, when reached the cinema! I was so hungry and last 2 years I have suffered gastric! Then, I scared it will come back again! then we go to UO supermarket to bought something to eat.. I bought 2 packets of tiger biscuit! I forced myself to eat.. when come to 2nd pack.. I failed to eat finish! because.. It was very very pain! Can't even bite it!

Then, I tried to drink Lipton Green Tea to full my stomach again! I'm now so hungry! Going to cry! and asking myself Why my life so miserable? I want people come and concern me.. and ask how's my condition! No one will be right there for me! If I angry and they said.. I'm too sensitive! Why don't you all look deeper of Ooi Tong? I also don't know how to overcome myself now.. 1 solved then another 1 problem come.. never give me a break to breath!

I feel like I'm going to stay away from here! looking for another place is belonging to me! Stay far from other people that I meet.. Stay a new place and meet new people and begin a new life!

You don't know how am I suffer now.. Heart and mind is going to burst soon and now My toothache is going to kill me soon! AH.....

God!! Please help me!!! Help me! Help me! Help me!

by, Ooi Tong @ Sebastian

God healed me again!

Today, I almost fall into a poor condition again!

Luckily, I prayed God and Straight away got a SMS from Uncle Allan.

He asked me try to find Psalm 120: 1-2

I glad that God really answered my prayer!

Only just a few minutes I got his respond after I pray!

What is his word?

I took my troubles to the Lord;

I cried out to him, and he answered my prayer.

Rescue me, O Lord, From Liars

and from all deceitful people.

Ya.. today, my friend lies to me!

I so sad.. And My heart is going to get hurt again.

Should I tell him, that what he did to me?

Should I just keep quiet without doing anything?

Do the conflict happen again when I let him know what he did?

Do I have to forgive him?

Do I get the justice when I forgive him?

Does he done a right thing?

Luckily I asked god to come and heal me.

Praise the Lord!

I got a good respond..

And Uncle Allan said.. I am not alone in my trouble!

I should love my enemy.

I should forgive my enemy.

I should care my enemy.

Hope My enemy will say sorry to me,

Then I can see the Justice!

Although people will FFK-ed me.. but God will not FFK me!

Although people will Lie to me.. but God will not lie to me!

Although people will break a promise .. but God always keep the promise!

So glad I am knowing God as my Saviour!

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house

That don’t bother me

I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out

I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while

Even though going on with you gone still upsets me

There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go

But I’m doin’ It

It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone

Still Harder

Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret

But I know if I could do it over

I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart-Rascal Flatts

By, Ooi Tong @ Sebastian

Cell Group dinner

Today, I rushed from my office PJ to LRT station then From Ampang Part rushed to Ampang Point! Then From Ampang Point ran to Ampang LRT station! What a hustle day! What I rush for? erm.. actually rush for dinner.. hahax.. Our Cell Group has 1 reunion dinner and help Michelle to celebrate her last reunion dinner with us! hahax.. She is going to leave KL soon! She is going to study in AIMST Uni.. at Sg. Petani!

I called up my gang and give Michelle a surprise! hahax.. but I'm not expect 1 guy to come to our dinner! and He came and surprised me! maybe he is a spy from PYA! hahax... watch up!!! hahax..

But, 1 thing I was very sad .. my friends all are going to leave 1 by 1 soon! and my friend all are going to change 1 by 1 soon.. Today, I can see 1 person! Don't know why? I didn't done any thing wrong.. and He gave some jokes all are unacceptable! He knows his joke can make people laugh at the person that he joked.. but he don't know the person is getting hurt by his joke! He just pretend that He is good! He is right! He is correct! but all think that he's lousy! But all pretend nothing to him! What I learn from him is.. being a human created by god, Do not be too over and always think that everything we done are correct, We should see the situation first!

Do people give any respect for this person?

What I can say is.. NO! absolutely NO! People just show expression and not show of their heart! Ya right.. they respect you! but... did they give you a real respect or false respect?

Ok forget about that..

Today, I was so sad.. Because last time we always been together, I always follow them! Sure a memorable there! but now, I have to work! they have to work.. So, we can't even meet each other everyday or what else.. Some are also going to college and some are going to move to other place to study or stay. I know, this is the time that we separate from each other! Although the relationship is deeper! but have to break the relationship 1 day! Is not that we still can't see each other forever! I mean.. We seldom meet each other anymore, not like last time.

So.. I give a big hug to them! and thank them for being my friend! and thank god for letting me be their friend! Hope our friendship can last forever! And don't hurt each other.. it will hurts yourself back! Today, many people insulted me! I don't care.. I also fall myself into LOL with them.. hahax As I said.. Although people insult me, And I will LOL with them! But I really want someone to help me to shoot back! hahax.. no la! But you all really want to control your jokes.. Do you have fun to hurt someone?

The answer is belonging to yours!

P/s: Michelle! we will miss you.. don't worry!

so Sad to see everyone leave like that..

By, Ooi Tong @ Sebastian

I'm Alive!

Hey guys.. I healed again! Don't know when can I fall again! I hope no more! But.. Life doesn't easy to live on... You have to face some challenges, risks, problems and burdens! But if too many.. You will try to give up! Because you scared to lose, you fear to be loser and you have no confident yet to face the problems! What I read from the " Rich Dad & Poor Dad" It said, Now a day.. Many people are trying to make themselves busy! Do you know what busy means? Busy means Lazy!

Example:

MOther: Tong, Can you try to get me the paper there..

Tong: Mum.. Can you see I am busy???

Actually.. I am playing computer game and lazy to help my mum to get the paper!

How true? hahax.. Busy always cause by Laziness! If you are more busy that's mean.. you are more lazy! ok la.. forgot all the meaningful craps la! hahax...

Oh ya.. God gave us 2 gifts.. What gifts that he gave us? That's your mind and your time! If you can use this 2 properly.. I sure you can solve all the problems, challenges, burdens and risks! hahax..

Another quote from My Idol! Donald Trump! "Think Big and Kick Ass" What's he means? I also not sure about his quote!.. Hwat I can say is..You have to think that you "can" then you have to start to kick ass (to show people that you can).

If you love that person.. Then you have to think big then start to kick the person ass! hahax...

Ok la.. What I wanna post this blog.. is because I found this song from someone blog! It is expressing how was I feel past few days! What Hurts the Most. Ya.. I hurt the most! hahax.. Sebastian is going to share this song to you all! I already listened 10 to 15 times.. Uncountable! hahax.. love this song so much! Rascal Flatts ROCKSSS!!!

What hurts the most- Rascal Flatts

By, Ooi Tong @ Sebastian

Oh.. Jesus!

Oh Jesus... Oh Jesus!!! I love you so much... Ya! You are my Saviour... Today, you saved me again!! Thank you!

Today, I don't know why my heart felt totally different!

Broken heart alive now!

My heart now ..

Just try to make people happy, then I'm totally automatically happy!

I can see their expression...

Their smile will bring me some joy.

Their eyes will bring me happiness.

Their jokes will bring me LOL.



Although people treat me badly,

I just treat them nicely.

Although people hate me,

I just love them.

Although people hit me,

I just forgive them.

Although people insult me,

I just laugh with them.

Just like Jesus did to his people!

No matter how badly people treated him,

He just treated them nicely.


By, Ooi Tong @ Sebastian

My heart hurts!

I have a kind of feeling, feel that my heart is going to burst!

Just like someone is pressing it and don't let go of it!

Hard to breath and feel like very emo this few day.

I don't want people come and help me.. it shows pity to me!



I am asking myself..

Why people that I trusted and now can not trusted anymore?

Why people promise that they can care me forever and now they break their promises?

Why people don't care other's feeling and keep on making others down?

Why my girl, my friends and my family treated me like this?

Why they change in 1 second?

Why the love from them is just like invisible?

Why I gave them all and they gave me nothing?

Why I feel so down and they feel so happy?



How to overcome this problems?

Cry? my mum said.. you are stupid!

Sad? You just drop into a poor condition!

Angry? People just say..you are just trying to show your temper!

Happy? You are just wearing a Happy Mask!

Hate? You will break God's Law!

Ignore? You are just trying to lie yourself!

Help from people? You just want people come and pity you!

Shout? How loud can you shout?

Sleep? Will fall into nightmare!

Drink? You just hurt yourself!

All won't help you much!!

Swallow? But you have to try to release it 1 day..

I used to swallow all the problems..

But my heart hurts a lot...

Just like the heart that you can see from above!

Very Pain!!!!

Painful Heart = Disappointed!





Sigh....

From: Ooi Tong

My Name

Hey guys.. I am now going to announce that My new Christian name is Sebastian! hahax.. No more Alex.. No more Chaos! Actually, Chaos is my Nickname.. It sounds cool and I always use in Game ID! hahax.. But not for me now! I realized that, it sounds like always bring chaos in my life when I name myself Chaos! hahax.. Always bring me in trouble and keep on facing problems that I don't want to face! hahax..

I want to name Alex! But my mum don't like me to name as Alex! Because Alex is too common already.. So, I don't want! hahax.. And My boss asked me to look for 1 Christian name and easy to call me! Because my real name Ooi Tong and for people hard to call me Ooi Tong! hahax.. Plus~ I also hard to introduce myself! I love my name.. It sounds unique!

Why people hard to call , hard to pronounce my name!

People: Hi, What's your name?
Ooi Tong: Call me Ooi Tong!!
People: huh??
Ooi Tong: Ooi.... Tong!
People: Oi?
Ooi Tong: O-O-I T-O-N-G...
People: Oh... Hi Woi Tong!
Ooi Tong: swt!!!

You know, I have to spend 5 minutes to introduce myself.. lolx

first.. I love people call me Ooi TOng! If you know how to pronounce nicely.. then you call Ooi Tong! Sometime.. People like to use fun of people name! People tried to call me Oil tong, Sotong, Oiiii... tong..!! That's funny?? I don't think so.. If you are near and close to me.. Just call me Tong Yik, Tong, Ah Tong or Ooi TOng! Whatever you like! If it's hard for you to call just call me Sebastian! or Bastian! hahax.. depend on how you call me! I will use Sebastian in college or in business! Now, Still a few people call me Alex now.. and my Online buddies call me Chaos! I have to let them know now! I'm Sebastian! hahax... Since now, I haven't know my friend name Sebastian yet.. Maybe a lot outside! hahax..

By, Ooi Tong

Random!!!

Hey guys!! Look!! My Office! hahahx!!

Hey Guys!! Look.. What I done! hahax

My friend (Muz) helped me take all the pictures! hahax..

Announcement!

I want to announce that.. I am not going to put my name as CHAOS! I think, It always troubles in my life when I put my nickname as Chaos.. So, I will put " ABOUT a BOY "as my temporary title and name 1st.. I will find a nice name and Change my new theme later!!

Working day still blogging??? hahax

Hello guys... I'm now blogging in my office again! hahax.. Today I'm not going to steal any pictures from here! Is SIN!!hahax.. no la Because I am using laptop and not the main Computer! hahax.. Someone is using it! lolx.. but, nvm! Still can blog, Still can Msn and last.. still can entertain myself! ^^ But, I realized that, My blog can't post any comment and can't link to any link in this laptop!! how??? lolx.. So, I have to force to go someone blog to link other's blog! hahax..

I'm working now.. but today is very free because no people come for CASTING! I'm so free now!! Nothing to do.. hahax.. Thank you.. Wong and Tan chatted with me for 2 hours! hahax.. But all were crapping there! hahax.. All crapped their own craps! hahax.. But now, I am looking for someone to chat, But he avoided me! maybe he's tired! Don't bother him anymore ! hahax...

Oh.. ya... I meet 1 man who was studying PR and now he's 27th now.. Older than me 10 years! hahax.. He taught me not to smoke but he smokes! He taught me not to go clubbing and he always go Clubbing.. He taught me not to Drink! Then, he is the one who is always offering me drink! swt la him.. hahax... I promised! I won't smoke! hahax.. I will drink! hahax.. but not now! And he told me that.. I must enjoy my college life and always mix with correct friends! If not, I will fall in somewhere! means NOWHERE! hahax.. Thank god for letting me know this man now! He is educated and graduated with PR degree! but he already drop to this kind of situation.. Smoking.. Drinking.. F**king.. Clubbing and more hahax! And Now... He is advising me not to do that!! Thank god for bringing me this kind of person to encourage me!! He is not Christian! and He's free thinker! hahax... He taught me a lot today! He said.. Working is a harsh and busy in entire life! So, we must have fun in college life! He added " TARC got a lot of Hot Chicks, Plus you must be very careful!!!" I agreed! hahax...

Nightmare!

Ok..
Yesterday, I was very hurt when I chatted with someone! Is not belonging to me anymore! I won't bother anymore! better hurt once and better don't hurt forever! I agreed! I used to give up! but yesterday night I really have 1 nightmare!
My nightmare is.."I saw the person that I gave my 100% cares and love and the person ran away and they just ignore me and let me die over there" My heart hurt again! Then I woke up! it is already 8am! is the time for me to wake up and get ready for work! My heart was very hurt and it is going to burst out! I scared Heart Attack! lolx.. Now, seriously My heart still very pain! Donno why!! God, Please help me!

My Heart!!!

I have no mood to talk... to work.. to eat and to sleep now! I just wish God don't leave me alone now! NO one will ask me "how are your feeling now?" "How's your day?"! God, I really need you! please come to my heart now! My heart very pain very pain now!! It is going to burst soon! I scared!

I know...

Ok la.. now, I very glad that this week I meet a lot of people in this company and outside! They are too stylist! hahax.. Don't worry! I won't follow their style!! hahax... Hello~~ I have my own style ok! hahax.. But now, Where is my happiness? Someone knows that I'm just wearing a Happy Mask! ya.. right! I'm just wearing a Happy Mask!but I really force to wear this mask!!! And I really want to thank someone who always brought me out and let me release my tension!! even the people that I treated and they won't treat me as I treat them.. But this "someone" really treat me that I don't expect him to treat me!! He always make me lol.. hahax..
Ohya.. Forgot to mention 1 guy! I met him when Futsal... He's name David! A big guy! hahax.. Why I never see him in Church 1??? hahax

Ok la.. What can I say in conclusion overall!!

• Should care yourself 1st then only able to care others!
• How people treat you just accept it.. BUT don't fall to them if they treat u good!
• People will change.. Only God will not change!
• The true love is not from people.. is from God!
• Try to be yourself.. Not always stick to people.

that's all for today!

By, Ooi Tong

Having Party !

hahax, I'm suppose to finish the post below! Suddenly my boss went in and asked me go for the party outside! lolx... Shocking man... You know, I am stealing something from the computer to upload it into my blog! Is that a sin? hahax.. I commit another 1 sin! lolx..

I was so happy to join this party!hahax.. They asked me drink beer! but I said NO! and another 1 man came and said, You are strongly christian! hahax.. Ya, I admit! hallelujah! Actually, Christian can drink? I donno wor.. hahax! But my mum always advise me not to drink their drink! You know.. They will put what what inside your drink! and You will high 1 night there! hahax.. Today, Not so many people come for casting! All are models especially! hahax.. Some from Brazil , and some from Iran! hahax...Their English! OMG! Hard to understand what are they crapping about!

Ya, today I saw MummyPoko advertisement's baby! hahax.. She so cute! You can see her now on TV! hahax.. But just appear in 2 to 4 seconds! hahax.. Her mum complained! hahax.. and the baby also doing the casting for another advertisement today! Erm.. KIWI CLEAN FLOOR! hahax..

I think, I love this job very much! I can learn something new and meet all kind of people! I plan to stay there.. because they have to work until midnight! because they have meeting with London thro phone! + edit video and picture! I want to learn from them!!! But they are doing at night. hahax.. but today, I cant live there! So, I went back early! hahax.. Maybe I try 1 day to stay back!

Oh ya.. I still donno how to use this Apple iBook to connect internet la... I am confusing to use that LapTop! Today, I only use for listen music nia! haha... Today, I have nothing to do! hahax.. So, I was so free today! I just sat on the sofa and "counting my hairs".. lolx!

GOod news for me! Tomorrow, I off !! Then monday only work! wahaha.. So happy to get this kind of job! But I donno how is my salary! Boss said, She will give me allowance 1st then only decide my basic salary! I don't care how much she pays! I just want to get experience there and just to get back my transport money! That's all!!

By, OoI ToNg

Hey Guys, I am going to blog now! hahax.. Guess where am I now? Office! wahaha.. I have nothing to do actually! ya, Today some models came and casting! They hot of coz.. But I jealous the male model.. They have a nice body! yet I don't have. I admit! hahax..



Today, I am going to steal some photos from this computer that we casted yesterday! hahax.. Have to show you hot chick that I met yesterday! hahax.. As I said, we cast for Mcdonald!

She's 20! hahax.. Study in Sunway! Is she HOT enough? hahax..Maybe You saw her in TV advertisement now, Cintan Mee! HAHAX...


Another girl here! haha.. She also take part of Mcdonald Casting! hahax..

Last But not least, WHo is he???

Is ME!!!!

HELP!!!

Someone please help me!! Now, I only realized that... my Blog can't link to people blog! can't even give comment! HOW??? HELP ME PLS!!!!

I'm Working now!

Hey guys.. Now, I know.. God is really true! He helps me a lot! When I said, I wanted to study Culinary Arts.. Then He provided me Genki Sushi! That time, I really didn't appreciate what he gave me! I keep on complaining the job! and only work for 1 month. Now, I changed my field! I want study Mass Comm! Woah!!! Now, I work in Mass Communication Company! wahaha.. Better than Genki! This can really relax in the office and really can expose myself! plus, The boss allows you to do what you want.. I was chatting in MSN! and someone switch on the music so loud and the boss doesn't really care!! haha.. and Boss gave me a Apple iBook! It is too complicated! Hard to use it! I can't online can't even find the file to connect! Then, I used another laptop to online! Quite enjoying la.. Industry firm + entertainment = My favorite

I thought, this job is very hard for me! and I realized that, It is so damn easy and so free for me! hahax.. But the working time is making me headache! hahax.. nvm! It is my second home there! woah, The kitchen.. Got so many snacks! Now, I plan to stay there.. because it is too far from my house seriously!


Ok now, I am going to tell you what my job is! My company name as Kleo & Tony!A new company located at Jalan Gasing, and my boss was working with Global firm last time and now she opens her own company behind the Global firm! But still got connected with the company! I work as a assistant casting!! My job is.. I have to call people to come over and take some casting! Such as for TV advertisement! Like today, we were finding people for the Mcdonal advertisement! haha.. Only 2 days for audition! So, If someone interested.. Please call me! and I will ask you to come tomorrow! Today, I also joined the casting for Mcdonald! Although, I am working there! Who cares? hahax.. I meet all the HOT Chicks! woah! I got their number! wahaha! actually, All are model! wahaha

If tmr, U free! Pls come and take some casting la.. Bye~

By, Ooi Tong

Good news for me!

Hey guys.. I have good news!! beside that, I really want to thank God that He gave me 2 good responds today! I happy now! Yesterday, I cried to him and spent my quiet time with him! And I slept in living room and not in my room! Scared my mum that she lost her son this morning haha!

What a good news?

Oh ya.. Today, I went to interview for casting! Something like modeling and something like advertising! I am not sure about it! the good news is.. I got the job! The company name Kleo & Tony hahax.. The boss asked me to be there at 10am to 10.30am! Since I am now going to rust anyway.. so, I need a job this time! hahax.. and I will going to study Mass Comm (PR) something related to this field! haha.. It is international man...They work with international! they said What Global what waht.. I also confuse! and I am so happy that I got this job! wahaha.. the boss asked me to do casting tomorrow! They said, Maybe put me in Mcdonald! I'm not sure about tat! Because I was blur that time.. hahax! This is the opportunity for me to get up! hahax.. Oh ya, The office is located at Jalan Gasing somewhere around UTAR and UM! The office was so damn BOOm man... It is not a big mansion.. hahax! What I can said.. It is a house but changed to office! hahax..The cars outside the office, Woah, Sure damn BOom man... BMW 7 series, Porchea sport cars, plus all the sport cars la... I think, doing this kind of business is that good idea to be rich? hahax...

They said, they will bring me up! donno this is true or what la! Oh ya, Inside the office! Woah, Lagi Boom man....Look like celebrity's office! hahax.. Oh ya, plus~ they asked me to look for Christian name.. So, someone just please suggest me a nice english name! My mum don't like ALEXANDER! then, other please? haha!

Another good news is... I got an offering letter from TARC! So, Please call me Tarcian! hahax! Now, my problem is.. How am I going to work and study! hahax... Whatever la.. don't care 1st la.. Just do what I want to do 1st! wahaha!

By, Ooi TOng

Happy Belated Birthday to Jason

Happy B3lat3d 18th Birthday to JasOn Ong!



Sorry Jason.. haha! 1 more picture for u!
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Sorry Jason!!! wahaha!

Dance War

Guys,

another video from Eddie Uehara..

Very funny and you have to watch it! hahax..

Love his videos so much now!

Enjoy~



By, Ooi Tong

Dance Quotes

Guys.. I really want to show you this video!

There have many quotes about dance and quoted by this guy, Eddie Uehara!

Love this guy a lot.. Love his dance, his quotes and the music! hahax

His quotes made me calm a lot..

I spent my quiet time with God yesterday!

And thank God for alerted me yesterday!

I won't stick to that person anymore!

Although we been thro' so many years and have so many happiness and Memories!

but it does not last long!

I not to hate,

and I use to swallow!




And this is the ending line between 2 of us!

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3rd Driving lesson!

Today, I was very very tired! Missing someone! Watching TVB Series! Waiting for the TARC offering letter! Doing nothing at home!.. I'm rusted!!! lolx. oh ya, today was my 3rd driving lesson! But the worst thing came again! It's raining again! Why every time rain when I was driving?! swt la! Today, I felt so disappointed!! Oh man... I "mati Enjin" 3 times! lolx... I felt today I'm not enjoying driving lo.. don't know why! My mind goes somewhere! When I drove, I felt like just dreaming in the car! lolx.. Luckily no accident!

The Uncle~~ haiz... Useless! crap so much!! Ya.. I know I have no mood to drive! lolx.. So.. Mati Enjin lo!! 1st I mati enjin on the hill!! lolx..2nd, Mati enjin when he keep asking me leave the clutch and press more petrol + My Cantonese is weak man.... I donno what was he crapping about!! 3rd, I alone in the car.. When I was waiting my turn for the 3 point turn! I thought I put free gear already then I leave my leg from the clutch! wahaha.. Feel very tired la!!

He craps a lot la today!! ok la... Forget about the lame complains la...


Today, I really really no mood to talk! no mood to play! no mood to crap! SO.. BYE~ hahax.. Sorry ~~ Oh ya, Someone just buy me a Cheezels snack pls... My favorite snack! wahaha When I emo.. I sure finish 2 packs of Cheezels! hahax
Ok la
gtg go now! bb..

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Went out with RBS friends

Oh God, I really want to say sorry that I did not go to Church to pray you this morning! I think, You knew what My heart felt this morning.. Because You Are My God! So, please forgive me!. But I went to CEM to learn your word! Submission! God, You know my situation yesterday.. And this morning you really gave me this word "Submission". Then I'm Clear now! Amen.
Ohya.. I want to share what had I done today! I went out with RBS friends! hahax.. Michelle invited me go with them! Same age ma! hahax.. So, we went to KLCC to watch MOVIES of coz! KLCC is famous for Movies.. When reached TGV main entrance! Such a long Q man.....!!! Woah! Totally shocked! Q until outside! hahax... Sarah said, She wants open her own cinema! lolx... Earn a lot of money actually.. I donno la! haha.. It seen like, A lot of customers then sure earn a lot of $$! hahax... Then, we have to make our second plan if Spiderwick sold Out! then, all agreed with Nim's Island! Because, we saw the trailer! but this movie really SUX! What can I say? Wasted RM 11 for this meaningless, lame, boring and Doubt with the story? but it's quite funny la...

Will give this show 2 stars! Blek! * If you try to make your movies plot and effect better.. then i will increase your rate! wahahaax.. HElllo?? who is the PR of this movie? I want see you! lolx

OK la.. stop my craps! Actually, All said quite OK la.. And I have nothing to say! wahaha.. RBS friends very friendly of coz.. hahax.. They straight away asked my name and willing like to be my friend haha.. I really regret that, I didn't go RBS last January! hahax.. and yet, Some of them study in TARC.. and plus same school( same block), both are MAss Comm but difference major! Hope can see her in TARC la.. haha! Maybe God told Michelle to invite me to meet her RBS friend and I will not feel alone in TARC! hahax.. Self-Assumption! lolx..

By the way, I have to share this.. God brought someone to encourage me. Ya! Su Ann! *Hi Su Ann...erm.. I donno her actually! I know, She is the one of my church member and I never see her before! What can I say.. She is friendly, blek! OK, She encouraged me a lot.. She also done the same situation that I experienced before.. She told me not to worry! She said she also a Indecisive person same like me! So, I have more confident when she said she is! hahax...

Look At my route of decisions!

• Pilot---> Business---> Culinary Arts --->Accounting & Finance---> Mass Comm(PR)
• KDU---> At-Sunrice(S'pore)--->HELP---> UTAR---> SEGi---> SMKSA---> TARC
• Foudation---> Form 6---> Diploma

Finally, I have my last and final decision! I promise.. I will not ever change again! hahax.. I wish time can go faster in this 1 and the half months... I want go College now! plus~ To get my P fast! NOW, I already 4 months didn't study man... I feel like, I am no more educated Ooi Tong! feel like useless and keep on blogging like this!! HAhaX... maybe, I will be one of the SmachpOp or KennySia.. Blogger Celebrity! hahax.. Is that blogging can earn a lot of money? Tell me pls? I doubt!

I am going to commit myself to TARC! hahax... RM14k really can finish my4 years course
!hahax.. You know? RM 13+K only can finish foundation 1 year in HELP! Unreasonable man.......Money Sucker! Thank god for letting me know HELP is really really....Money Sucker!! I want meet HELP's PR now! lolx... come on man....


ok la.. that's all!

Ps: Thank Milo for inviting me go and meet your RBS friend and not forget SARAH too! wahaha
Ps: Wai Kit~~~ How could you FFK me ???
Ps: BRO, Please keep my bible nicely and plus my STUFF! later my house got rob! I will run to you! hahax..
Ps: I haven't read Good News Bible la!!

Bye~

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Miss her again!

Hey, why the emo still havent gone yet!! Worry about something.. No! Thinking about something.. NO! and yet.. I miss her again!! ya.. I miss her again!! Well... Now I am not feeling well. Then my mind keep on thinking her now.. I think my heart still with her! But I donno her heart still with me or she got her own partner..

When I was sick.. She will keep on sms-ing me and msn-ing me.. and keep on asking me.. HOW AM I? Now.. I want to have chance that to let her ask me again.. How am I! But NOW no more for me.. She is now in somewhere! Somewhere means not with me! I love her so much.. And We broke since form 4!

I still remember 1 day.. She cried! She cried every single day.. Then, I was with her every night! but not meet each other.. only went thro some conversations in MSN. She was very sad that time! But I really cant tell you what was she faced! It is secret! lol.. Sorry~

She is pretty, Everyone loves her.. The 1st day I met her was.. In Bus! hahax.. Quite stup right? That day, She saw me keep on pointing her! hahax.. actually, I was pointing her and told my friend.. She is pretty and I will meet her 1 day! Go and guess.. Who was I telling? Clue.. NTL! lolx
Then.. After 1 week.. her school was having Chinese Society Gathering! I saw her again! hahax.. She was helping her fren to be " Ah 4" hahax.. She has to carry the chair every where! Then, I walked and helped her! hahax.. Tat time, Boy's School always help Girl's School to carry chair 1.. Because.. Boy's School members always be "Ah 4" .. hahax.. nvm la! Then, We meet from that time!

Oh ya.. She helped me a lot.. One day, I have a conflict with my relatives.. That's mean, I had argued with my Uncle! Because He blamed me! Then, I was trying to protect myself and argued with him! He done to me many times.. Only that day, I burst out! Seriously.. He was trying to punch me as well. Luckily my self defend auto-on hahax... Then, I was emo that day! I cried when I shower, I cried when I sleep... You know what? He cares me more than 10 years since I was 7.. Just like my father! But on that day, his family had faced some problems.. and I got blamed! nvm la.. forgot about that! time passed.. Do Not repeat the past! So, What I want to say is.. She helped me to out this gap! Because of her.. I learned how to forgive my uncle! Because of her.. I learned to live with my own life not to stick with people again! Because of her.. I want to become business man! Because.. She studies Business now! She thought me a lot... I wish she can read my blog now! hahax.. My mind still got her shadow! but.. I will let her go where she wants to go! Between that..I am trying to forget and not to think her again!! We're still friend now! hahax

Now, I am feeling Sick!
Feel like going to vomit..
headache now!
My heart hurt too!
Not in a good mood!
Donno what happen? Maybe food poisoning!
Maybe Heart-attack?
Just now.. was so happy!
And now.. I am the sickness pig!
I wish her still with me..
I scared!
Oh.. God please help me!

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2nd Driving Lesson...

Hey guys.. I wanna announce that I passed my Driving Test 2nd driving lesson.. Hahax Today, I was so happy.. Because I drove like mad! hahax.. Just wanna enjoy the speed! But.. The bad news is.. Was Raining!! Heavy rain la... Cant even see what outside is.. Cant even see the yellow line, double line.. etc... Plus~~ I am short-sighted cant even see far!! It was terrible! I told Uncle.. is that good for me to drive like this? He said.. Good~~~ = =

Then, I tried my best to drive! However, I prayed... hahax I drove from my house to Ulu Langat! It was very fun and enjoy.. But I cant see the road! and I tried to slow down my speed .. hahax! 1 thing I found!!! The Car Meter spoiled! OMG... hahax... I cant even know my speed is.. So terrible la today!

When reached Ulu Langat.. I went and learned side-parking, 3 point turn.. But he don1 me to learn up the hill!! because.. was raining! swt la...

I finished every things.. and I found out! If keep on repeating the same thing.. I will feel very boring.. then, I told the Uncle! I am Boring la... Then he said.. Ok.. go learn sth else! But end up.. The lesson almost 2 hours jo.. then I have to drive back!! SO sad!!! But 1 thing He made me happy.. He did not touched my stering while I'm driving.. Plus~~ He did not press his brek.. While I'm driving.. So happy! So, I drove from Ulu Langat to Ampang.. So Happy... He just sit beside me and watch I drive.. That time I drove like Mad!! really mad..

I din let others car to cut my lane... and the Uncle let me use fourth gear! wahaha.. SO fun man... Although I never drive before.. But I think i have the talent to drive! lolx... 1 thing he cannot stop me is.. He donno how many kilo/hour I drive.. because the meter spoiled... wahhaah!! I just enjoy my driving.. he just enjoy his sitting! hahax.. When reached home.. He just said.. "Woah, You drove like Jason.. So "ganas"!" I don think so that I drive like Jason lo.. Jason more mad la... haha...

After my driving lesson.. Jason planned a reunion with our NS friend.. Wonder why all NS people are wearing Cap!! lolx.. Botak looks yeng ma! Btw that.. I love botak than long hair lo.. IMO! After Reunion.. All went to CC! and I called Jason let me drive his car... Then He brought me to Bukit Indah..Wahah.. OK OK!! Is the time for OOI TONG to mad AGAIN!!! wahaha... But his car not a Kancil.. Is Proton! Erm.. what I can say is.. The feeling of driving a big car is totally difference with a Small Kancil! I drove his car.. I mad again! haha.. But Jason Keep on Worrying his car kena langgar! He shouted BREAK! then... Then... Then... Nothing happen actually! wahah.. But almost kenal the car lo.. when I turned! Praise the Lord... hahax Then, I tried to 3 point turn! But end up... failed! because got 1 car came and kacau my ROAD! lolx... Between that.. Kelvin was also in the car! He felt not secure at all.. hahax... Ok la.. end my craps la.. whaha!!

That's for today! ANd I want to say.. I want to get my P ! hahax

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April Foooooooooooool.....

April Fool! April Fool! April Fool!!! or.. You got Fooled! You got Fooled!!!.. I wonder why must have April Fool!!! You know what? I got fooled by some one.. and someone blog too!! and I also fooled others.. hahax! maybe this are revenge! hahax..
KennySia, you are fooling the world! wahaha!!
And BRO, you fooled me a lots! = = !!!

Ya, I got fooled by this 2 fella.. 1 was from blog and 1 was from SMS!!! OMG! hahax... I thought I wont fool by people today.. and yet.. Got fooled by them! lolx! hahax... You know how was my today? I cant even trusted by people, I also cant even trusted people.. Why? bcoz of April Fool la.. Made me whole day miserable.. hahax! I scared someone fool me.. Then I wont listen to them what they are trying to tell me! lolx. Then, People was telling me the truth.. I was trying to avoid the April Fool! So... hahax... NOTHING! = =

OK la.. stop my craps here!

I really want to study PR now.. I found some interesting of it! hahax.. This is my last decision that I made! I promised... I won't change it again!!!

Why I want to study Mass Communication?

• Learn How to Communicate With People Outside.
• I love EVENT!!!
• Entertaining!!
• A lot of Practical than Study! (I think~)

That's what I thought! hahax... This also something related to Business! So, I wont scare about it.. Because, In future.. I also have to come out to communicate with my clients right? hahax
Maybe.. God also wants me to take Mass Communication la... Because...When I said I want study Business/ Accounting.. I was keep on worrying and feel like not secure yet!THEN, When I chose Mass Communication.. I feel like I am already secured! Now, I have no worry, I have no self assumption.. I have no think What is going to happen next.. I just want to take this risk! hahax..
Praise the Lord...

Ok la.. I am going to end right now...See you! Bye~'

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