Haih...

Haih...

Plenty of hatreds I'm having now...

Plenty of burdens I'm carrying now...

Plenty of problems I'm solving now...

Plenty of wishes I'm waiting to happen now...

Plenty of prayers I'm asking God to help me now...

I'm so tired and not use to complain... I'm sure that I can solve it by myself!!!

Day by day, everything is getting tough and tougher...

Thing need time to develop and it will be done on 1 day!

but thing will change in 1 second if we did not use it nicely!

What can I say now... it's just a "haih..." from me...

I wish after this camp I can be better... and of coz, I will be asking God for helping me.

In my mind now, everything that I wish or dream is fake to me now, all that I can see in reality is only true to me and decide what to do... no more wishing!

People act close to you in the public but actually they are fake at the back!

People said they will help you but actually that's only saying and not helping...

I'm just a stupid boy always cheated by those drama kings and drama queens!

I thought that they can help me but ended up I'm alone!

Sometime, I think Why God Put Me In This Situation!!!!

I wished I can have a better family... but the family got so many problem! Lost a dad and so tired to see mom working hard.

I wished I can have a proper life... but the life was always the unstable-life!

I wished I can be a good friend with someone... but it seems so hard to be friend with them!

I thought my life will be better after being a Christian... but now my life faces so many challenges!

Past few weeks I had a simple wish and my wish was having a good and cooperate roommate! I can't judge the book by its cover! ya I got a roommate... he don't like to talk to people, he is damn lazy and he is damn uncooperative roommate!!!! I'm so damn angry to have this roommate!!!





All this.... I have to accept!!! although I feel that's unfair for me! but I got to solve it!!!!


That's my recently story! thanks for reading and hope to see your comment.
Good Bye...
Sebastian!